I remember back in my schooldays the advise given about writing an essay was to, "Just start. You can come back later to write the introduction." So, rather than sit here and stare at a blank screen, I'll just start.
I've been reminiscing about the importance of trees in my life. I suppose my love for them started with one of my earliest memories, going along the banks of a creek, carried on my grandfather's shoulders so I could reach up to touch the leaves of the trees. Learning the names of the trees and the birds that made their homes in them.
Every now and then a line or two of a poem we were taught at school will come back to me, on rare occasions a whole poem. One I think of often is Trees by Alfred Joyce Kilmer.
I think that I shall never see
A poem lovely as a tree.
A tree whose hungry mouth is prest
Against the earth's sweet flowing breast;
A tree that looks at God all day,
And lifts her leafy arms to pray;
A tree that may in summer wear
A nest of robins in her hair;
Upon whose bosom snow has lain;
Who intimately lives with rain.
Poems are made by fools like me,
But only God can make a tree.
My thoughts are a bit scrambled. In a round about way I'm trying to explain why at the tender age of 81 I made the decision to move from a lovely little unit to another in the village, not as desirable in many ways, but which looks out at trees. A move of 100 metres takes as much packing and unpacking as a move across the ocean. I had a great team of helpers, couldn't ask for better, but I was aware that we are all senior citizens (except my son and daughter who did the heavy lifting) and old bodies don't take too kindly to heavy work, The move was made a week ago and my body has nearly recovered but even on the days when every muscle ached, I looked out at those trees and couldn't (and still can't) get the smile off my face.
I feel a contentment I haven't felt since leaving the farm and our neighbour the Tangihua Forest.
It's rained every day since moving day but this morning there was a short burst of sunshine and I shot off a few photos of the native bush area where I have placed my old wooden bench seat.

I am thrilled to hear you are near trees again and pray it lifts your spirits.
ReplyDeleteThanks, mimi. I couldn't be more content.
ReplyDeleteThat is a sweet poem about trees. Be an odd place if there were no trees and I too like many of us love our trees. Such a move is stressful I''m sure but you will be over it and feeling more yourself in a week or two. As you know, as you/we get older it takes so much longer :)
ReplyDeleteEnjoy your new home and I love that seat.
I agree, Margaret, everything seems to take longer these days. For me, anyway. The move was stressful but I'm so glad I made it.
DeleteIt is good to atleast start. Blog is a good way to vent out the thoughts. That is a lovely poem on trees. I loved the photographs. Thank you for sharing! :) Hugs.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you liked the poem. It's simple and one of my favourites.
DeleteIf you feel it was worth it, then it was! :) I do think seeing trees/nature makes a difference. With the apartment where I've lived nearly 18 years now, what I fell for besides the practicalities of it being the right size for me and in a building with a lift (but no higher up than the 2nd floor of 3), was the view from the kitchen window - which includes some trees, and behind those a field, used by kids for playing football/soccer. In summer, from my kitchen table, I see only green leaves. In winter, through bare branches, I can also see the top of far away buildings. But a neighbouring building (across a rather spacious lawn) is hidden from view from me, until I get close to the window. I can also watch the sky from my windows (sunrises from the kitchen, sunsets from the balcony), and that matters, too.
ReplyDeleteHi Monica, If I had to choose a city, anywhere in the world, in which to live I would choose your home town. I can see neither sunrise nor sunset, the trees block the view, but I see the evening colours peeping through the leaves. And would just need to walk through the trees for the full view.
DeleteA lovely poem :)
ReplyDeleteThanks, Michelle. I agree.
DeleteSounds like the move went well for you and you had plenty of great help. i'm looking forward to reading your thoughts now you are in your new house. Have a great weekend.
ReplyDeleteHi Amy, I'm glad the move is over and done with and my thoughts, such as they are, can turn to other matters.
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